For the first time in my life, I feel almost hopeless. It came like a lightning bolt from out of a clear blue sky. Unexpected, fast and downright destructive.
It makes you look back at all the things you've done and wonder if it's really real. What is all just a show? A Broadway hit for the masses? It was just all that. Nothing but a bloody performance.
It made me realized that I'm just another fragile human being. I thought I was tough. I was wrong.
One minute you feel like you're on top of the world and next minute you're crashing down hard on the ground. I usually like surprises. Not this.
At times like these, I always turn to the Almighty. It's sad really that we seek divine help only at times of misery. Maybe this is my wake-up call. Maybe there are other plans for me. For whatever reason it is, I hope Allah will give me the strength to go on for I am just a weakened soul.
For all my thoughts of saving the world, this time I hope the world comes and saves me.
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