so...last monday...i was officially 24. not really something to shout about these days. terasa tua siot. but it's just 24, rite? it's not 40 or 60 or some big odd number. but the way things are going now...24 is a BIG number.
birthdays aren't like they use to be. dulu....it's a clear indication of growing up. now it's a clear indication of growing old. old? well, not really. just feels old. alaaaa...u know it...turn 24 and u'll know the feeling.
celebrated the big occasion wit a few of my friends. few?? correction...there was 4 of us. hahhahaha...u big loser. anyways, being wit frens was the best way i could celebrate. maybe i don't mention it...but i love my friends. i've been growing up wit friends since i was 13. almost half of my teenage years were wit friends. it's not that i don't love my family...Allah saje tau how much i love them, it's just that friends have been such a big part of my life. and growing old is something i'd like to share with them.
i'm already in the mid-20's age group...a very young young adult. i don't have a clue what it'll be like when i turn 25 next year....insyaAllah. i'm just taking each day as it comes. but i can't imagine doing what i'm doing now for the next 20-30 years. it freaks me out. i hope to make a life-changing decision one day. do i have the guts to do so? i hope so. and birthday wish?? i don't have any. okay...maybe hoping to end my search for the ONE. and no...i'm not talking about Neo...
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